It took me a long time to gather the courage to trust the inside voice but I’m never turning back. I know there’s no better guide than the one in my heart - it’s beyond question - it just is - I can feel it. I sit eyes shut and listen. Sometimes I talk out loud - I ask for things. I ask to see truth - I ask for guidance. Then I just feel it all buzz inside me and I know. I know everything will happen as it should and that whatever is occurring is timely for growth. We should choose to be loving to whatever comes our way. Every experience is an opportunity. Only when I give in and release the need to control does my body settle. It gets so comfortable in the silence and the world around me becomes clearer. There is a higher definition in each crease of the bed sheet and the way my hair sweeps across my shoulder - I feel it, I really feel it. The calm comfort in my body is love and I actually feel alive.